2.03am 24.02.2005
juz finished my report... whew!! FINALLY i can rest after 3 nights of OT... *climb into my warm and soft bed, head hits de pillow* AAAHHHH... *closes eyes gratefully*
2.10am
y am i still awake?? argh!! i'm damn tired... sleep! dammit! SLEEP!! *another adrenaline rush to brain* argh!! shit! i gotta wake up at 7am n my brain's not responding to my urgent calls for sleep... haiz... wat 2 do wat 2 do... *hums along wif music in de radio* hmm... wat shld i wear tmr? gg 4 dinner wif gang... shld wear nicer, last chance b4 attachment starts next wk... lessee... black kitted top over black spag wif jeans? sounds gd... shoes, hmm... shoes... black wedges? can, but not v nice... black boots? great! oh shit! de heel juz came off de right boot... shld i go repair it? angel: NO! SLEEP! devil: but i CAN'T get 2 sleep... how hard can glueing a heelbe nway? it'll be done in 5 mins n i can sleep all i wan den... angel: but u haf classes at 9 tmr! u hafta wake up at 7! tt's less than 5 hrs fr now! devil: ah SHUDDUP! *conks angel on de head, angel sinks into oblivion...*
2.12am
stupid shoe... stick!! argh... i can't get to de front of de shoe where de split is... *pulls shoe a bit 2 reach in wif superglue* *RRIIIIPPPPP!!!!!!!* SHIT! now de split's even bigger... GREAT! Well done joanna!! *rolls eyes as sweat starts 2 form on my upper lip and de back of my neck* damn, i feel like cutting off my hair! so damn hot!
2.20am
THERE! FINALLY it's done! *returns glue to cupboard* *SLAM* ooopps! closed de drawer too hard... *switches lights of living room off* *enters room, switches room light off, sits on bed* *CREAK* *stares at de door, horrified as it swings open slowly n a black figure creeps in* AARRGGH!! GHOST!!!!!! MY HOUSE IS HAUNTED!!! PLS DUN KILL ME!! wait a minute! de ghost looks familiar... "aarrggh! MUMMY!! y u suddenly open de door!! i tot u're a ghost!! scare me!" "wah! u scared me too!! y u sit on de bed liddat? i tot y got person sitting on ur bed at 2am!" "aiyah! i juz cum in mah... was going 2 lie down n sleep le... y u suddenly cum in??" "i was in de toilet juz now... got stomachache lar... den suddenly heard a "bong" in de living room... i tot got robber or something, so cum out n check lor... den no one in living room, so i juz decided 2 cum in ur room n see see lor... hu knows suddenly see a person sitting on ur bed?! scare me oso..." *huge laughter breaks out* whew! *a delightful conversation thus ensued, topics covered include my mom's new nightmare b4 she had 2 go toilet; y i slept so late, i shldn't sleep so late... see! ur black rings cum out le!; my mom trying to learn eng. thr some quote"stupid n useless"unquote phonics vcd, y u sleep so late, see! ur black rings cum out le!; wat time u waking up tmr? 7 ah?! aiyoh! hurry up sleep!; y ur report muz type so long; sunday go up auntie's house ah; y u sleep so late, see! ur black rings cum out le; n finally, u're gg ttsh next wk rite? u ask them ah... if i wanna remove my wrinkles ah, go skin dept or plastic surgery? of cos plastic surgery lar!! y? u wanna go 4 botox ah? it's poisonous leh!! haiyoh, how can u poison urself... aiyah... u see my wrinkles so many... it's natural wad!! it's de natural process of GROWING OLD... aiyah u juz help me ask lar! told u plastic surg le... not necessary hor... skin dept sometimes oso got do wrinkles one......................................
3.00am
*opens eyes* eh!! where's mummy?? she left le? wah... how cum i din even noe she left? really move like ghost leh... *eerie feeling* SLEEP!! *gratefully closes eyes n drifts into oblivion* SNOREZZZZZZZZ...........
hai... look at de time!!! it's 17.05 n i'm still stuck typing my stupid home n comm report... totally DUNNO wat 2 write... n dis time it's cos there's too much stuff 2 write abt! definitely gonna exceed word limit once again... hai...
nway, having overseas placement interview dis comin tues... get a little nervous thinkin bout it... tink i suck at interviews... hai... nway, i'm not even sure if i wanna go london now... looking at how my poor little serser is doin, i got an overwhelming premonition tt i'll be betta off not gg uk after all... hai... 3 of us "vying" for 2 placements at uk... definitely 1 will get striked out... queen!! i wanna go uk wif u!! haiz... i hate competing wif pple... hmph. ...................................................................18.30 n i'm STILL stuck at my report!!! aaarrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!! tink i'm juz gonna puke blood n die... *gags* ...................................................................19.20 i give up... i'll juz hafta procrastinate again... haha... gonna watch de wedding singer!!
i am devastated. i feel like a chunk of flesh has been cut off fr my body (which wld haf been wonderful under other circumstances...). how can u just leave me like tt?? how COULD you?! after all we've gone thr tog, all our escapades, u just left me, cold n alone in dis world, on Valentine's Day, w/o so much as warning... only a "piak!" to indicate your demise... wat will i do w/o u?? u're irreplaceable in my heart, oh my dear dear hot pink bra strap...
had a great time wif u today during groupwork... when we were playing de outdoor telematch, did i stretch u too hard? or was it becos i twisted ur hook too many times when ur hook refused to detach itself fr my bra? did u make ur last struggle 4 survival during de 2nd part of groupwork, while we were doing de relaxation exercises? or did u simply want 2 leave in peace, while i was at my most relaxed state? u gave me a shock n left me in terror when u abandoned me all of a sudden... leaving me to deal wif de awful consequence of having to manually keep u in place under my racer top while de group was doing feedback...
how cruel of u to leave me when i needed u... to break ur promise of keeping my bra fr slipping down at all times... i counted on you, but u broke my trust... n yet, tinking of all de wonderful moments we had tog, i can't bring myself to hate u either, despite ur betrayal... so long hot pink bra strap... other bra straps will cum n go... but u will always be my one and only true love...
haiz.... my wonderful day started off wif me SUPPOSING to wake up at *2 guilty laughters... to be explained later...* 7am to try n do some stuff b4 meeting my project mates for socio project... but! tu-ed until 8.15 b4 i finally woke up... so, changed fast fast, went downstairs fast fast n caught a bus fast fast, to go bedok interchange fast fast, to pick up my frens fast fast... interruption no. 1 at 8.35am when i was opening door to go downstairs: "sorry ah, juz left my house, will reach ard 9.30" ok! interruption no. 2 at 9am when i was on 229 , 1 more stop to interchange: "sorry! i broke your trust in me! juz woke up! will reach ard 10.30!" OK! take SAME bus back to home upon immed arrival at interchange... ahahaha... ok! no.3 SUPPOSED to reach by 1pm, but can't find her fabric dye stripper... hmm... *look at clock* 2.32pm!! no.4 has church! for de WHOLE DAY!! oh where, oh where, has everybody gone?? We're here!!!! *hears someone's voice!!* no.3 arrives as well!! yay! 4 out of 5... pass lar!
i feel like STRANGLING someone!!! argh!! y r all my plans thwarted by stupid events??!! " Ahaha I'm the guest blogger for the for the day. Oh anyway, Joanna is sitting next to me and uh, saying weird things like, " I got nothing more to say.". Turns out that she has writer's block. Oh no I'm so boh-liao. Can't believe that I'm doing this. Suffering from a case of existential angst and hence must make everybody around me miserable. Me! Me! Me! Me! MEEEEEEE!! Think about me! Me! I'm the the only one who exists! Evryone around me are telling horrible lies! Those liars. Ok done with vandalising." finally!! me again!! lemme introduce de delusioned paranoid schizophrenic u juz met or read about: XIU JUAN fr NYP OY Yr 2... lives in amk n was fr st nick's, den vjc... 4 ur info xj, i was NOT having writer's block... just wanted 2 do charity n let u haf some fun on de comp... "no, no, no!" says xj... ahahahaha...
nway, as i was trying 2 say juz now... i feel like STRANGLING someone!! n it juz so happens tt SOMEONE is sitting NEXT TO ME!! heh heh... *whines emits fr paranoid schizophrenic's mouth* "i shall attack u..." xj says... wif ur fingers???? ahahahaha... xj recommends a bk called THE MOTH DIARIES... she says it's v nice... which i believe... so everyone go n read!! synopsis: dis ger had a bit of personality disorder n tinks tt her classmate is a vampire... so dun really noe if de diary entries r a figment of her imagination or real!! sounds diabolical... wat's de author's name?? "Rachel Klein." ok!! go read!!
as i was still trying 2 say.... after multiple INTERRUPTIONS... i REALLY REALLY wanna STRANGLE someone... how can i express my present feelings of hopelessness, dejection, frustration and pissation adequately?? AARRRGGHHH!!! i hate de world. de world hates me. go to hell.
Yo pple!! shall first wish all of ya a very happy chinese new year!!! ahahaha... mei tiao da jie xiao xiang, mei ge ren de zui li, jian mian di yi ju hua, jiu shi gong xi gongxi... GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI YAH! GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI!!!!
k!! now tt tt's over n done wif, it's time 2 catch up wif my blog, since it's been sooooooooo long since i last made an entry!! heh... well... shall start fr last fri, when me, xj, dor, queen, serene n gerald went 4 sid's play!!! ahahaha.... went cartel b4 tt n totally loaded ourselves wif carbos... shit... haf a bad feeling tt my kilos gonna shoot to a record-breaking high!! oh well... not like it's neva happened b4... ahahaha... as i was saying, had a wonderful dinner!! once again, i renewed my high regards 4 their baked pasta... yum!!! =P so we went 2 his play after tt... ahahahahaha... was de most hilarious play i eva went to!!! not tt it was meant 2 be hilarious, it's supposed to be vvvvv depressing... unfortunately, de ushers made de fatal mistake of seating me n serene next to each other!!! omg... everytime sid cums out, either serene will start giggling, or i will! n we'll turn into vibrators cos u can't laugh when de play supposed to be sad, can u?? so we were stuck in silent laughter... wah!! internal injuries man!! tink my abs cramped till they went into spasms!! ahahaha... n poor dor on my other side was getting vibrated every 30 secs... ahahaha... sorry dor! but it was really quite funny ah... cos sid act rehearsed his lines monotously 2 us b4 n when he was speaking de same lines (wif expressions this time...) it was juz too funny 4 us!! oh oh!! but there was dis guy hu was acting as de bro of de main lead in de play... damn cute!! k lar... as i confessed 2 serene, his JAW was de part i liked especially! u seldom find a guy wif a strong/determined jaw rite? n i tink he's jaw really fits de description lor!!! aaaahhhh!!!! *swoon* haha... so i kept "jawing" to serene throut his scenes... ahahaha... den he had dis slightly husky voice summore... haha... tok abt sex appeal!! i found mine!!! ahahahahaha.... but nway, de play was quite nice lar... in MY opinion... but obviously hb had OTHER things 2 say abt it... ahahaha... he was really quite funny abt his comments... wat " they keep talking abt de birch trees ard de house... my friend was asking me why they kept talking about de trees... he was saying he can climb up coconut tree n shoot catapults at them..." ????????!!!! ahahahahhahahaha..... i got nothin 2 say.
n so wkend passed amid a flurry of tuition n spring cleaning... yet again!! haiz... n so finally it's new yr's eve now n i'm sitting contentedly in front of my comp... heh... after a satisfying breakfast of prata... heh again... oh yar! my pa juz bought a new flat screen tv 4 like 6k plus lor!! like omg!! they're putting it up on de wall rite now in de living rm... so i was trying 2 tell him... how cum u can spend 6k on a tv, but u're so reluctant 2 sponsor me 4 overseas placement? n he's like, "can pay by instalments ah? can den no prob lor!" *roll my eyes* money, money, money, always money... money in a POOR man's world...
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