**~ So you think you deserve the brownie? ~**

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

heh. i've decided to post random stuff.

i love crimson seedless grapes!! especially the grapes here! so sweet n cheap!
ahaha... i'm sooo not a fruity person, so to be able to find a fruit tt i like
is like miraculous!! wahaha... i feel so healthy everytime i eat them... the
brain keeps chanting over n over again: "anti-oxidants... anti-oxidants...
anti-oxidants..." hee... as such, i shall make it my official fruit!!! lalala...

the dynamics of alone time and social time is so amazing... interesting how i switch modes fr personal to public... hm... and it's good to know that i enjoy both! ahaha... though it's still difficult to include others in how i feel and my inner thoughts... somehow i seem to show only my "shallow" thought processes with others... n how can i hope for others to understand when i don't make an effort to try and make them understand? but then again, i like to keep my thoughts to myself. ahaha...

everyone around me seems to be going through some rough patches in their life... is this the difficult 20s transition period? it's so difficult to maintain a good balance in life... especially between the work and love lives... there seem to be so much to be sad and disappointed about. where did all the happiness go? is life full of disappointment or hope? though i always advocate hope, but i've never really thought about it. guess i don't really care!! ahaha... just live each day as it is and take things as they come! go with the flow...

matsomoto jun is soooo cuteee!!!! wahaha... my new idol~ heh... i also want a pet like him!!! then again... i want other pple to take care of me n feed me leh... heh. anyone wants a pet?? *wink*

hmm, people seem to be struggling with adulthood and politics of life... why are humans so devious and scheming? isn't life better when everyone is sincere and not hurting each other? isn't it weird how pple can't stand each other and all the personality quirks inherent in each individual? how difficult it is to maintain peace and yet have your desires fulfilled at the same time. life may not be a fairytale, but it doesn't have to be a nightmare as well. but why do some pple get stuck in depressing situations and not have the strength to pull themselves out of it? will i be able to pull myself out if something depressing happens and threaten to engulf me too? so much to think about when u become an adult... makes me kinda miss the days when we were carefree children without a care in the world (except maybe passing exams)

i want to layer my hair again~!!!

the ego is a difficult thing to maintain. too big and u're arrogant. too small and u're inferior. how troublesome.

i put my first nose mask today! which was supposed to remove blackheads n impurities, but was really like the liquid version of biore porepack. n my first full face mask!! ahaha... after several inspirations fr zinc... it's supposed to be an ultra-microscopic pore and hydrating moisturiser thingy... which was quite refreshing (cos it's v v wet and the cool weather made my face v v cold... ahaha). unfortunately i happily got into a frying fish situation, which totally cancelled off the effects of my revitalising face mask. well done jojo!

macbeth n pancake on the rocks tmr~!! wooHoo~!!

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**jojo is still pouting @ |9:27 PM|** 0 kisses on my head|

me me!

# jojo the great
# 27 Oct 1984
# 22 birthdays
# my hometown

# but currently in melbourne~!!
# reading: The Cold Moon
# mood :

i want...

:: my moomoo!! ::
:: honours!! ::
:: home!! ::
:: lose my FATS!! ::
:: shopping!! ::

likes

. the moomoo . peanut n butter~!! . food!! . kinder buenos . mysteries . laziness n procrastination . teevee . gossip . bubbles~!! . sparklers~!! . swimming . hyun bin . badminton . crapping . movies . friends . family . my hp . mp3s . $$$$$ . being lame . changing hairstyles (for betta or worse) . karaokeee . gg to exotic destinations . cooking sometimes . doing stupid things now n den . laughing @ the stupid things i do . being happy . other pple being happy . having a brain . my course of study (i luv it to a certain extent) . pple hu appreciate me . doing WATEVA i want n WHENEVER i want . korean dramas . n last but not least: ME!!! .

hates

. any creature with 6 or more legs . smoking . guys wif long hair . pple hu r not "automatic" . pple hu nag too much . spring cleaning . any other kind of cleaning . gg to the WET market . kan cheong spiders . pple hu stress me . not living up to expectations . FATS . anything tt bites, drools or vomits (incl. babies in drool/vomit situations) . not being understood . MYSELF (@ times) . crappy romance novels tt idealise couple love (i'm cynical) . being ignored . mugging for exams . anything i find disgusting . perfectionists (pple hu r obssessed wif QC) . being forced to do things .