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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Confessions of a Procrastinator

y do i haf a nagging premonition tt i'll die in dis placement? tink i'm v subjective towards de env i'm in... once i formed de impression tt i dun like my placement n my sup, it's likely tt i wun do well in it... wat de hell... i dun even feel like trying 4 dis placement lor... YYY??? sibei sian...

argh... n i hate it most when i dunno wat de hell i'm expected 2 do... i'm de kind tt can't work w/o guidelines n proper allocation of work... duh... feel so useless n extra in my placement centre... n some of de cases really dunno wat 2 do lor... like wat can u do 4 a SCI tetraplegic who's definitely under maintenance therapy? de most i can tink of is leisure exploration lor, which is obviously limited as well... arrgghhh!!! feel like tearing my hair out (n it's not like i got a lot of hair 2 begin wif lor...) wat de hell... shall juz rot till i die... hopefully i'll juz pass dis clinicals...

see!! i'm so damn pessimistic nowadays! wat's de matter wif me?! duh. like 5 more wks 2 go n i'm oredi taking it like de ending's fixed le n can't be changed... i definitely tink it's cos of de 1st impression of de placement... heaven forbid tt i work in dis kinda setting in future. i'd rather marry a rich man. ahahahaha... duh. let me change my wordings... i'd marry a rich man anytime. ahaha... provided of cos tt he fulfills all de other criterias necessary 2 be my hubby... =P on 2nd tot, i'll prob juz not marry... heh... anyone wanna join de spinster's club??

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**jojo is still pouting @ |9:12 PM|

2 Comments:

Anonymous said at 11:27 PM: oh. count me out. i take over ur rich guy any day. oh. then again, i m so royal i prob will have my own prince charming =)

anyway. i have neutral feelings twds this time's clinicals. shall elaborate when we meet lah. ahhh~ i miss crapping with u n the rest so much...

dearie jojo armani. U WILL SURVIVE! can't wait to see u again~
.::.dor.::. said at 9:15 PM: Dear jojo... GAMBATTE!!!

at least wat u're saying is that whe u dun like placement your dun think u can do well. For me, it's more like i-think-i-quite-like-the-placement-but-i'm-definitely-still-not-gg-to-do-well.
What shall i do? i feel helpless. Or rather, i feel i have lotsa a pent up energy that i haf no where to release.

ah. and regarding the spinster club, i tot i was a registered member since long ago? haha.

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. the moomoo . peanut n butter~!! . food!! . kinder buenos . mysteries . laziness n procrastination . teevee . gossip . bubbles~!! . sparklers~!! . swimming . hyun bin . badminton . crapping . movies . friends . family . my hp . mp3s . $$$$$ . being lame . changing hairstyles (for betta or worse) . karaokeee . gg to exotic destinations . cooking sometimes . doing stupid things now n den . laughing @ the stupid things i do . being happy . other pple being happy . having a brain . my course of study (i luv it to a certain extent) . pple hu appreciate me . doing WATEVA i want n WHENEVER i want . korean dramas . n last but not least: ME!!! .

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. any creature with 6 or more legs . smoking . guys wif long hair . pple hu r not "automatic" . pple hu nag too much . spring cleaning . any other kind of cleaning . gg to the WET market . kan cheong spiders . pple hu stress me . not living up to expectations . FATS . anything tt bites, drools or vomits (incl. babies in drool/vomit situations) . not being understood . MYSELF (@ times) . crappy romance novels tt idealise couple love (i'm cynical) . being ignored . mugging for exams . anything i find disgusting . perfectionists (pple hu r obssessed wif QC) . being forced to do things .

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